Membisu..

today im not myself.........
date 24/8/10
tdi hampir2 jew takley control dri nafsu amarah......
sumer bende wat xkne...........
da lame nik x ase camnie..
but kali nie da keterlalaluan...........da tatau la ap nk wat..so nik cbe membisukan dri..
mmg tgk sumer bende pon da start menyampah dah tdi...............
punca>>>spe2 y tgk muke depan METRO ari nie.........
maybe korang akan ase ap y nik ase.......
abis satu ai ni aty xtenang..tobat pasni xnk bukak surat kaba dah........


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assalamualaikum wbt..

sungguh aty ini mule memikirkan persoaalan y sma..
makin ari ku makin tergantung nagn bende nie..
keliru..sukar tuk nik tempis bende2 gini..Ya Allah lemahnya aku........

ari2ku kian malap...makin ku cuba tuk senyum
makin bnayk air mata y menitis..
kadang2 tersungkur seorang dri..xsiapa y taw..
ku mule bosan membisu..
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i told myself never to give up..
each thing happen..must have a reason..
but i am weak....
i need support..from others too
i cannot live on my own..


(today is such an awkward day for me..i am soo sad soo disappointed n soo gullible..)